

germs the sandman is an angry drunk.germs by ~Maude13
he comes home in the middle of the night
and slaps me around
because i've been a bad girl,
but i like it.
i like the bad dreams and the sting
because i'm sick, they say.
"SHE IS SICK, LADIES AND NOT SO GENTLE MEN, THE GIRL IS SICK WITH A CANCER OF THE MIND AND CHEMO ONLY TURNS HER ON. WE MUST NOT LEAVE HER TO HER OWN DEVICES. SHE IS SICK."


fuckingfuckingfuck i'm falling asleepfuckingfuckingfuck by ~Maude13
and no one loves me but the dog and even the dog is growing weary of my shit because i ate all his treats because i had a
weird craving. i hope there's not a baby inside of me growing like a pear in the shape of a buddha just to sell more pears.
sell more of me i need to cleanse my skin of all the old lamps that shed light on the dark of my already wrinkled flesh i
shouldn't have smoked that cigarette i'm so dizzy and whirling around staring at the shapes that aren't there cause i'm a geometric schizophrenic and i wish i
had something more to say but i keep messing up and my mind is bending like it's training for the o


your second poem i want to sit and read science fictionyour second poem by ~Maude13
with you, across the table from me.
and while i'm reading
i want you to sit and read the newspaper
and occasionally growl out a complaint about society.
i want you to look up
and see me smiling to myself
and then smile to yourself.
i want this to be something i remember,
when i'm too old to read,
as the morning routine.
and then i'll smile to myself,
and hope you see it,
and smile to yourself, too.